anger managment

i've been having some ups and downs lately.

it made me think about my attitude, behavior  more than ever.

i realized i'm one of the selfish human being in the world.

because of a mobile phone, i think i ruined my friend's birthday party 

even though she said it wasn't but i still felt bad about it.

i made another friend almost got into nervous breakdown, 

even though he didn't showed.

for the rest of my friends, they got worried for me.

all because of my new mobile phone.

i do admit i was upset when a small part of my mobile phone broko unexpectedly

while my friend was cheking it out.

i don't blame him at all, although i was upset

because i couldn't believe a new mobile phone which i had got less then 5 hrs ago

would broke so easily.

i was in a state of shock and all i could think of is to stay calm

but the more i tried to the more it showed.

all the anger came out without even myself  realising it  until

after the party.

still, but i'm thankful to them,

 taking all their effort  searching for the tiny missing part. 

but i really want to apologized for my such unprofessional lousy attitude

i'm sorry guys ><

"friendship definitely worth so much more than a freaking phone."