FAITH , DETERMINATION

it's already the final day of May!!

wow ! wow ! how time really flies

and i realized i have to do something about it.

no more hesitating and waiting and giving myself excuses.

finally, i've made up my mind.

i'm going to do do i.

to everyone who is reading this post,

i would like to announce that 

I'M GOING ON A DIET !!

yes, you heard me.

i'm positive about it as well

actually i tried dieting quiet a couple of times 

but in the end i always rebound

which of course for my fault.

not having enough faith and can't resist the temptation

and all.

but, not this time.

i'm serious about it, 

and i mean it.

i'm still figuring out the right way to do so

but i'm sure i'll come up with something by tomorrow.

so starting tomorrow onwards,you'll see a new attitude in me

with a more healthy image, i don't know if this is the way

to describe it.

i'm not gonna go all skinny with only bones hanging around.

slimming down my trunk like thighs(no kidding about it) is my biggest, long term-goal.

my 1st goal 

by the end of June - -5kg from my weight which i think is possible as long as i have the determination 

say goodbye to the greedy, big appetite girl who can finish the all the dishes in front her 

and still have some space for dessert ><

starting from now onwards, 'he' will be my best friend telling nothing

but the truth about my weight and fats i have in my body.

A Miracle~

OMG!!! OMG!!!  i really feel like i'm the luckiest girl the WORLD!!!

well, the story goes like this.

i was going for a grocery shopping just now,

trying to get the half price bento and some other snacks...

the place was like 5min away by bike

so i happily, thinking what i'll be having for my dinner

and off i went.

cos it's just a grocery shopping, so

i only brought my purse and handphone 

where i put it in a Hello Kitty pouch and hang it to my bike.

Btw, it was my 1st time doing it cos i thought it was convenient !!

after i put i put all my grocery to the basket and heading towards the counter

Suddenly i realized i didn't had my purse , or should i say my pouch with me!!

so i told the cashier i'll be right back  with my purse

and i dash to my bike noticing nothing was hanging around there.

And this is when i started getting panic !!!! 

i went back to the cashier asking him if he notice any pouch in the basket 

and he said "No".

i felt my world crashing down when he said that.

so i apologized to him saying i lost my purse and tell him to cancel all my purchase

and there goes my bento ><

just like a flashback, i tried to remember where i might had drop it.

thinking thinking while trying to calm myself.

so i decided to go back to the route i took before and thinking it might drop somewhere

but it was really dark and i can hardly see 

so i decided to try my luck at the supermarket . after asking a staff around for any lost and found and searching through almost the whole supermarket. no luck.

but thinking on the bright side, the supermarket wasn't as big like tesco or whatever.

so i decided to give up and call it again, praying someone nice will find it and return  to me ASAP!!

At that moment,when i  was walking towards the stairs of my apartment , i saw IT !!

YES!!! YES!!!!

 It's my Hello Kitty Pouch !!

i've been looking for you all over and turns out you are sitting right here !!

i can't believe it!!

i'm so thankful for the person who found it but i don't know who was it

but still, a big THANK YOU!!!

you really saved my day~

so i started to think , should i go back to the supermarket and get my bento 

that i've should had munching away 30min ago

but i decided not to.

instead i'm going for a fasting.

that is to give myself a lesson for being so careless.

i have to make a confession : i'm  a very careless girl and this is not my 1st time losing something very precious. ><

PEACE ^^

PURIkura ^3^

when you are in Japan, the one thing you don't wanna miss doing is taking PURIKURA !!

doing all the posing whether u wanna sexy,hot , cute

and you tend to look prettier, fairer which is a plus point ^^

this is what you girls all there should be trying out

as i know, you can find those Purikura machines in Sg Wang but

they cost a bomb!!!

i was so shock when i found out the .

paying for the price of one i can take twice here in Japan which make a huge difference.

think about how many more posses u can try!!

anyway, here are a small collection of my Purikura i 've taken so far.

and i won't be stopping anytime in the near future as well.

this was taken on my b'day!!

in TOkyo !!

my sis seems to be enjoyin herself vy much ><

the new phone dat cause such a trouble the other night !!

POCKY!! Yummy!!

look!!! our first CM

I'm on TV!!! Finally....

the so called F4!?? 

anger managment

i've been having some ups and downs lately.

it made me think about my attitude, behavior  more than ever.

i realized i'm one of the selfish human being in the world.

because of a mobile phone, i think i ruined my friend's birthday party 

even though she said it wasn't but i still felt bad about it.

i made another friend almost got into nervous breakdown, 

even though he didn't showed.

for the rest of my friends, they got worried for me.

all because of my new mobile phone.

i do admit i was upset when a small part of my mobile phone broko unexpectedly

while my friend was cheking it out.

i don't blame him at all, although i was upset

because i couldn't believe a new mobile phone which i had got less then 5 hrs ago

would broke so easily.

i was in a state of shock and all i could think of is to stay calm

but the more i tried to the more it showed.

all the anger came out without even myself  realising it  until

after the party.

still, but i'm thankful to them,

 taking all their effort  searching for the tiny missing part. 

but i really want to apologized for my such unprofessional lousy attitude

i'm sorry guys ><

"friendship definitely worth so much more than a freaking phone."

sweet memories

it's been a while since i last updated.

guess i've been too busy enjoying my holiday,

which was by the way, a blast >0<

and now is back to school and work :(

looks like good times don't always last for long,

but they became part of your memories forever~

having great friends and a loving family helps

and i'm thankful more than ever,

which reminds me yesterday was Mother's  Day.

of course i didn't forgot about this big day.

i pre-order a bouquet of carnations and sent it to

our doorstep.

just a little small surprise to show her my apreciation.

 "I LOVE YOU MUMMY!!!!"

HERE ARE  A SMALL NO. of PICS  DURING MY HOLIDAY RECENTLY ^^

A frog shaped "manju"!! fell in love with it when i first set my eyes on it

but the poor thing can't get away from my

my friends enjoying their meal @ Mos Burger ><

GW is here

today onwards is GW, stands for Golden Week. 

it's a big thing in Japan as this is the only time where daddy gets

holiday from work to spend some quality time with family and

on top of the list of Japanese is travel.

i believe Japanese people love traveling more than any other nation

in the world no matter going overseas or just a state near by

because they settled everthing such as reserving hotels months before

which make last minute people like me having a hard time ><

anyway, i'll be off to Nagoya tomorrow !!

meeting up friends.

well, it's more like a gathering actually.

a whole bunch of Malaysian, speaking Malaysia Chinese.

to be, that's the best part  *0*/