Blessings~

I had such a great time today ^^

And i felt so blessed to have all my girlfriends, always keeping an eye on me,

making sure i'm O.K < you know who you are^^>

i'm not falling back to the emo and negative side no more ><

i'm not the only one with problems and worries, every does

but i'm gonna handle things my way,

the right way ^3^

~thank you~

p/s:just another good news to share. well, it's not a big deal but my essay was chosen to enter the essay contest!! made me felt like a small kid again, entering all sorts of contest but not winning any ><>

-THE END-

rational? irrational?

The reason why i've been missing for the past few weeks,

all thanks to those assignments and presentations,

which took up most of time, including my beauty sleep.

Sleeping means the world to me and my family and friends knows 

me well enough i need at least 8hrs of sleep per day, excluding the

naps i have sometimes.

when i don't have enough sleep, i'll start to have mood swings,

just like today,  at work.

Even i my boss realized something was wrong with me and

he was being kind, asking me if i'm OK and all

but i barely answered him, just mumbled "i don't know".

i hated myself when i'm acting like that but i can't help it ><

And lately, there are so many things on my mind:

first comes the school thing, trying my best to reach teacher's expectations,worrying if  i'll be able to do well or even graduate ><

then, i'm concerning about my future: will i get employ,

 before this, am i doing enough preparations to face all the test and interviews...

i know i'll have a lot more to do and prepare....

Right now, it feels like i'm torned between  "what i'm suppose to do" and

"what i want to do" and it is hard to balance both.

since it's my life, why i don't get to decide what i want to do with it.

instead, i'm stuck with what i'm suppose to do, in order of meeting peoples expectations

because i care what others think of me><

Why are we living in such a complicated world ?!

It's only the starting of a new semester but i'm  already feeling tired and bumped out.

can i even survived the rest of the semester,

please pray hard for me .>o<

-THE END-

TV addict @~@

Life is back on track~

on weekdays i'm busy with school and assignments,

weekends, part time job

and every night, drama and TV series time ^^ my fave part!!

i even made a list of all the TV series not to be missed:

monday

Desperate Housewives

tuesday

Gossip Girl

wednesday

Paris Hilton's My New BFF

 Factory Girl: a Korean reality TV series starring pop idol Girls Generation

where they will work in Elle Girls magazine as editors, taking up different challenges

thursday

ANTM- already in cycle 11

friday

Grey's Anatomy

isn't my list perfect or what ^^

actually it just happened that all the shows are shown one day apart in US

and you can catch it online right after that^^

how convenient~

i don't know what would i do without Internet- the world's greatest invention over !!

-THE END-

~Wedding Bells~

Congratulations to Mr & Mrs Nishioka ^^

Wedding~A happy occasion where you blessings to the couple and hope for the best to their future.

A whole new beginning,

A whole new different challenge,

A new home,

A new born baby, maybe?

and so much more to come...

at the reception~

the bride a.k.a my Japanese teacher looking stunning as ever~

luv her wedding gown ^^

a "goodie bag" on each of our seats !!

actually it`s more of a thank you for coming gifts.

what we got was different from the rest of the guest

,as we were only students

but i`m more than happy cos we got invited~

our seats were located slightly different from the others.

we got a view of the rest of the guests, from the top~

a handwritten messege behind on the photo for each of the guest ^^nice~

And here comes the meal~

there`s tempura, chawan mushi with cheese and the rest.

a mix of Japanese with Italian

A cheers to our everlasting friendship as well~

How sweet & lovin~

the bride in her second gown of the day.

of course, looking stunning as ever.

i think i`ll have to start diet now if i ever wanted to fit myself

into any wedding gown. ><

a group picture with the rest of the Malaysia student.

my turn for a bite of the wedding cake ^^

tears flooding while giving a small thank you speech ><

The finale, with parents by side for a final gratitude to all the guests.

Wedding is be a such a wonderful, heart-warming event

where all the close friends and family got together to witness and celebrate

 a whole new chapter for the bride and groom,

As we all know, it won`t be a easy ride.

marriage wasn't suppose to be easy, right?

but with all the commitment, understanding, honesty,

and of course the love for each other

just like how our parents did it ^^

Now, i wonder where is my prince charming ??

well, i guess it`s just a matter of time and

in the meantime, i would like to enjoy my single life as much as possible

without being S.A.D ><

- THE END -

in a far far away land

Basically, Okinawa reminds me so much of my home ><

the heat, the sky, the streets, the food, the hibiscus flower that i get to see everywhere,

even the people cos most Okinawa people tend to have tanned, darker skin.

And i miss overlooking the deep blue sea so much ><

A white hibiscus !! this is my first time seeing one!

a Okinawa limited Roxy-T for lil`sis which i kinda like it myself as well~

so called "terrorist" spotted !!

stranded on a island waiting to be save >< 

luv luv this pic^^

putting on Okinawa's traditional costume^^

after a long long day..

a pretty flower with a pretty girl~nothing could go wrong ><

i brought a bag of chips to the flight and it bloated like a balloon~

this kid knows his style too~

the moment we stepped on to this island, we went straight to Shopping!!

waiting in line for ice-cream^^

it means 'welcome to Okinawa'

luncheon meat, a common and popular can only in Okinawa

Japanese people and Okinawa people seems to have different taste in terms of food~
see!! doesn't the street reminds you of K.L!?

my mum said i looked slim in this photo which she rarely do,

as in prasing me ! ^^

gulping in Okinawa soba

i didn't realized my girlfriends have such hidden talent till i see it with my own eyes

doing stunts in such hillarious moves.

thanks to my girls,

i had the best summer vacation 

and i'm looking forward for the next one already^Q^

-THE END-