go gaga over barbies >.<

CHECK OUT THIS LINK "LADY GAGA DOLL"

It's oh so crazy !! in a good way ^^

So this is X'mas and what have I done

Got an e-mail yesterday from the company that I'm applying saying I'm not right for the job bla bla bla. Well, it's not the first time already so i've goten used to it. Like they all say, rejection does make you stronger. It can be very painful at first, but eventually time will heal everything and you just have to keep on trying. Unfortunately, i've been slowing down a lot. I'm sure what I'm looking for, but I'm still confused should I continue to do what I'm doing right now or think else wise. It's already December, which means there goes 2009 and hi to 2010, but honestly looking back to those 11months, it's been a very stressful year for me, mentally. Still, I'm lucky enough to have my family to support my back and friends to cheer me up. Also, I made sure I spent as much time with my dear friends since we might be going parted ways after graduation next March. Kinda of sad though, which means no more summer holidays, student price etc. On the other hand, me and my ladies already have plans for New Year and the following days to come. Some traveling here and there, maybe. So, right now I'm putting most of my effort into planning this instead. And do you want to know what's my favorite quote for the moment and maybe for the rest of my life:


[ LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO BE ANYTHING BUT HAPPY. SO KISS SLOWLY, LOVE DEEPLY AND FORGIVE QUICKLY.TAKE CHANCES, GIVE EVERYTHING AND FORGET THE BAD IN THE PAST. JUST REMEMBER WHAT IT ALL TAUGHT YOU.] author:unknown

Growing up

One day, a little girl promised her mum to help her with grocery shopping so off she went in her little white shining bike.
She was being careful, not to knock over passer-by and always look out for cars, left, right and left again.
But she did not saw the small steps ahead and CRash !!
The little girl fell from her bike.
Ouch as she felt the pain, her hand and knee were bleeding.
Tears were flowing in her eyes but she did not cry and she won't.
Because she taught she ain't little anymore. a big girl strong enough to stand up on her own and wipe off the dirt on her dress. She could had cry and just ran home to her mummy but she did not.
The little girl already promised to help her mum with the grocery and she will fulfill the promise
And she did,feeling proud and forgetting the pain.

-THE END-

U.ME.DA

I realized I haven't been doing any proper updates lately and even if I do, it would be a really emo post, which can be boring, upsetting and all. Somehow I just lost the urge to update my blog lately ><>

Well, the conclusion is I can'tpromise I'll update regularly but I will try to make it as interesting as possible, like putting in more happy events, and maybe once in a blue moon, when I'm not in the good mood or shape, all my feelings will start pouring out again ><

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Yesterday, I'm fortunate enough to able to hang out with my girlfriends in Umeda. It was just one of those moments I enjoyed so much and hoping for another round, soon ^^

Got dragged into posing at this spot because of the poster behind: "the proposal" movie which we both love ><

my dinner which consist of soba and tempura^^

for finishing, a cup of green tea is a must.

when we are all stuffed, we got all energetic to do things

like Joanne showing off her skin or.....

Pchan giving her best smile ^^

last but not least, CAMWHORE.

this was the first pic that we took, which also turns out to be the most proper one.

We used the smile detector so the rest was not in best shape ><

we were trying to act serios here but it turned out so not us.........

for this final pic, we look so peaceful or should it be tired from

all the smiling><

a special remark here: Joanne with her PCK boots, best in Osaka cos

she got it in a very good deal of 950 yen !!

-THE END-

Desires...r endless

I wanna be more hardworking

I wanna be more alert

I wanna be more slim

I wanna be more inspired

I wanna be smarter

I wanna be more energetic

I wanna be more talkative

I wanna be less careless

I wanna be more carefree

I wanna be more useful as being a human being

that's all I can think of at the moment.

7 years from now ~

updates: 2016 will be a big year for Brazil ~

Tokyo got lost in the 2nd round of voting for baing the host to 2016 Olympic.

During the 1st round, Chicago got lost and now is down to Madrid and Rio De Janeiro.

Despite which country will be hosting the Olympics, I'm sure they'll put on a good show because the whole world is watching.

Honestly, I was kinda of hoping Tokyo would win ><

Probably because I'm living in Japan right now and seeing all the effort they put through, why not.

But, Tokyo had the fair chance of hosting the Olympic in 1964 so maybe they should the give the chance to other countries as well.

I'm currently watching it LIVE for the announcement.

In the same time, I'm wondering will Malaysia ever has the chance to host the Olympic.

Well, you will never know . there's always a maybe ><.

what is on my mind -.-

I assume my dear readers are understanding people and will once again forgive my M.I.A,

or perhaps this happend too often that no one cares after all ><

My current status is I'm back in Osaka.

After spending more than a month lazying around at home,

stuffing myself non-stop that everything I put on makes me feel ugly><>

But I guess it's never too late to start eating healthier and walk that extra miles^^

Honestly, I think I'm in a huge mess right now><

I don't mean my room,well maybe except for my closet lol

Things to be done and fix are piling up but I just don't feel like going through them,for now.

Luckily, I managed to get my butt up to work this morning.

Well, at least i did something useful ><

p/s: i miss home already lol